When i woke up . everything will be back to normal . I promise to stop think , and live my life like how i use to do . Laugh the whole day as hard as i could , I wont let things spoiled my mood. forget the past and fight for what i wan now . I think i loost *ju hua tai * already . He say i change already , Yes sure i've change , cause i'm kinda moody this few days , that way i dont have the mood to talk to him . but i don't wanna tell him , cause i know he will sure ask about what i'm moody for . And i have to explain is again . I'm tired of all those , If i really lost him , I will give up , i'll let him misunderstood me , I don;t wan him to be in my life and spoil his life . he's a great guy , I'm just not that lucky girl who could get his heart easily , He dissevers a better girl then me . I dont dissever anything from god , Cause i'm a looser.. I do really hope he could find a girl that better then me . Cause i might spoil his life if i be wit him . All the best boy, I did fall for you </3