I'm so fucking no mood right now ...... Why do you help him ? why ? i just can;t find a think to help you to explain that you're actually not helping him .... My heart hurts like shit , i never felt this way before . I really dont know what to do next . you gave me feeling that tells me not to trust anyone in me life , you  just break your promise do you know that ? You just break it , and still you expect me to force myself to smile in front everybody , I just can;t believe i did that , i felt shamefull , You make me hate you . you make me stop trusting you . how can i trust a person that Help others yet not me . You just make me cry ...