20 march :(

This is just too much for me . Fucking too much . I just can't sleep , Can i just bang my head to the wall ? I'm so speechless right now . I can't do anything , just so freaking moody , How can i stop ? Help me please . :'(  The day that i cried for no reason .  this is so unfair , i just wish to live a happy life , And now i end up crying like shit , This is not the ending that i wanted . I wan a happy ending , This ain't happy , I just found myself not smiling much for no reason , This is not me . So not me . you gave me everything that i wanted and now you're taking it back . How can you treat me so unfair ? I Don't wanna go through this again , Once you took it please don;t give me back or  any hope , cause i just can;t handle all this stress ,pressure .. And the worst thing is , I can;t even handle my treas ...