13 Feb

Nothing special about today . I woke up early this morning when breakfast wit my family like usual. After that , just staying at home doing ntg , watching video texting. and that's a day . its kinda boring but its better then think stupid stuff that useless. again , its a day that i suddenly think of him again. i tot i had already get over him , I tot that i really did. but at the end , i think of him again . this really sucks like hell. I just wan to life normally , i just wan to be happy for the rest of my life. I just wan a perfect guy that who/s really fall in love wit me . I don't wan a guy that who only know how to find me when he needs me. and when he's not , he probably forgotten my name , I just wan someone to treat me like i'm the only girl in the world . but can he ? or anyone ? i really felt stupid when i think of him all the time . He seriously not worth for me to think or even wait . I can't even believe that i fall for him before , this is like so freaking stupid , its like nonsense. Well, it doesnt mean that the sky fall , I still got some ppl that are willing to listen to my everything , just like Mr.B Ms.G ... Thank you for being by my side all the time . Mr.B a person that knows everything about me , you're like a brother to me , Everytime i see you up sad casue of your girlf , I actually kinda hate her for treating you that way , such a nice guy and she does'nt know how to appecrite . Its kinda waste . hope you wnt regret. Ms.G my bestie ,baby ,lover, and all. the only girl that will know how i feel all the time. I love her so much G!<3