Its been forever, i'm scare to be alone. So please don't leave me alone.

26 April

Should be studying , but i came up here to blog. hahahah.So stupid. I found out something . BOYS are fucked up creatures ! Boys are as cheap as a slut lately. They asked for girls num from a girl/friend. How could this happened ? Girls are enough cheap, i can;t believe that boys are even cheaper then a girl . What WORLD is this ? Cheap ass. better watch your steps weyy.  I might kick you in the face i tell you. Dumpbo!

25April

Hey yo ! What's up ? LOL . I'm kinda getting high now a days .Its cold in my room. but, i'm not going to turn off the air con. cause i like to feel freezing .I know i'm weird.... I've got nothing to say lately , cause nothing much happened on me . I think i should go for another hair cut ? this is too thick ? IDK. Oh whatever.Okay! my mom is yell downstairs for no reason. Actually i should study for a lil. but i'm just too lazy ,  :( FAILED. This is kind of some random blog post . hahaha. get over it . LOL

wheeee, its for next sunday .

OKAY ! seriously , you guys will be like , 'okay , give it a break Cindy , get over it.' after you read this blog post. LOL . I was still planing what to wear for the concert next Sunday . HAHAH ! I'm like crazy shopping for cloths, i wan dresses and bags.Imma shopperholic . I love to shop for things that are fun, cloths, skirts, shorts,cute stuffs. Well, i'm going shoppping again wit my beloved dad. I should get some fun hairbands, and some Accessories. I need to get a tall glass, for me to keep my make up brushes. And some hair products, cause my hair need to get long as fast as it could be . get some facial cotton cause i'm off of them . OH YEA ! and body spray . cause i'm out of those too. I might shop for shoes too if there is time ? I hope so . maybe some decoration for my room ? i'll think about it. but for sure , i'm lack of shoes, i mean, its for shopping or normal wear. i Need to get some of those. I wanted to go FOREVER 21 , i love everything in there. So there must a chance . LOL  I shall upload my collection ? HAHAHA ! WAIT ! it takes time.


 THERE YOU GO :)

 Masks,Glasses,Travel kit,Headbands,Bang,Nail polishes,Accessories

 Perfume,samples of it, Ann Sui,Body Shot .

 Collections of shoes.

THIS IS NOT SHOWING OFF! ITS COLLECTION, IF YOU THINK THAT I AM ? THEN JUST GET OUT OF THIS PAGE. THANK YOU . THIS IS NOT THE PLACE WHERE HATER TO STAY :)

23 April

Its been so long, i've not came up here to write crap . LOL its because I'm lazy and exam is just around the corner . Serioulsy , i'm scare . :(( i dont want to have any exam . I din even get my ass to study a chapter of science, maths, ACCOUNT ! fuckedup weyyy. HOW ? DIE LOR ? ga yao ga yao . I just wan a B for my science .


 you left me alone again . How can i trust you ? NAH , i won't , i won't trust you again. You moved on and so do I ! i moved on too. So let's shut our ass off . :D


Found so many new songs, i feel like singing them . HAHAHA ! I wan to improve my singing skills. I wan to sing like how those singer sings . I want to dance like how they dance . I can't be so left out . :D so break a leg people . Keep on practicing now . I will eat you up . HAHAHAAH <3

I like this song <3

Although this is old . but i still love it <3

Wheee. another love song. 

 AND AND ! its the last thing , i want to get handbags and cute dress that suits my new hair . <3 Wheeee.

i Dont get a damn about those Bitches . I dont fucking care about what they say now . All i wan is confidence . . Well i love myself and so do my Friends, you know who i means, those 5 of 7 or 8 .. I dont know i just love the CTM"s although i'm not one of them but their the only true friends. and my classmates . XOXO

19 april

wheee.. Congrats , I had been single for 4 months . HAHa i enjoys . MR L  MR L . stop asking that question or said something makes me feel so uncomfartable . do i really need to accept you ? you should change you attitude .

HAHAHAHA ! STUPID ME . HEADING TO BED GOOD NIGHT WORLD <3   ILY

Gee Gee Gor

GEE GEE !!! i miss you . :( i've got so much to talk to you , i wan to show you my hair , i think it looks weird on me ? IDK ! please come back . :( no you no life ah !!!!!

17 April

Ain't confidence already . :(  I have a haircut and a new style , but some pl say that it doesn;t look good on me . so far there is only 2 person , but i scare there will be more . Kinda regret , but i think it look good on me , i think i need to give myself more confidence , don;t care what the others say , do as i like , I hope i can do it . Anyway wish me luck ppl,. ILY <3

So Sweet

I love this song .

its so sweet .

see it from 2.04 till the end <3

you'll love it . 

if these kind of romance happened on me .

I Swear , i'll love that guy till death .

15 April

I force myself to bed , you again , you break you promise again. I felt stupid that i actually believed you . Forget about it .

Found a love song . Its mine forever . Good night world. <3

I miss you Gee Gee . 

12 April

I can't sleep , was texting wit MR YL , and he asked me to accept him , I did not answer and i just changed the topic . He's like waiting for me to accept him wit much hope. should i go fr it or what ? Seriously not in the mood today , Everyone change so in a sudden , i can't catch up , i wonder is everyone like this ? they change all the time . They find you when they need you , I've tried so hard to mix myself in , but / i fail , same to the GUY that i LOVED , I always wish to be loved by someone , but it seems like , I'm just putting to much hope. and i get disappointed  all the time , everytime i put hope in it , all i get is just tears , I wish to give up all the time , but i failed . i really failed . Should i just give up or just leave it like this ?  I can't tell anyone how i felt right now , i act nothing in school but when i came back from school , i begin to be EMO . Sleep every afternoon just to stop myself from thinkin , stay back just to stay myself away from the phone. Sometimes i felt so stupid waiting for a guy that might doesn.t likes ma , or he likes me but he doesn.t wan to tell me . I always tell myself that in this world there is much more guy for me to choose but i seems to just fuck myself to him . Seriously what the fuck weyy .   anyway , enough for today . i'll continue tomorrow . Good night world .

Mr XXX

If you love me , can you please tell me that you do ? I'm sick and tired of finding answer by myself , i can't read your mind . I don't know what are you think , i tot that i had already give up ,but after i meet you again , i found that i just can't stop myself for falling for you . Those stupid feeling just came back to me so in a sudden . I can't even stop those feeling . God , please help me . :(    NOT REFERING TO > MY YL

10 April .

Yesterday was tough , so i decited to skip it . I don't want to be Emo :D

LOL. I saw sweet couples everywhere i go . I was so jealous why can't i be like them ?

I WANT  to be like them . but i know sweet thing won't happened in my life . 

This is kinda sad . :(

HAHAHAH 

anyway, i know someday I'm gonna be one for them , as sweet as them <3 

Just pray to god :)

 

I'm young i'm free :)

I'm young and i'm free , stay all night wit our friends . I'll be okay . this is the song that I use it to console myself . mood is getting better and better . You hurt me I hate you ! Well i would like to share this :) TEEHEEE



We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Tonight you won’t be by your self-self
Just leave your problems on the shelf-shelf
You won’t wanna be nowhere else-else
So let’s go, so let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s
Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
Pretty girls everywhere
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah

We walk the streets like we don’t care-care
Our middle fingers in the air-air
So come and join us if you dare-dare
Yeah let’s go, yeah let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’
Travie Mccoy We'll Be Alright lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/travie-mccoy-well-be-alright-lyrics.html

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’
(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s
Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
Pretty girls everywhere
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(yeah) We’ll be alright (ahh!)

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah
(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(yeah) We’ll be alright (uh-huh, ha-ha)

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air
(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Pretty girls everywhere
(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Got our friends, got the night
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
We’ll be alright

8 April

Really fucked up today . fucking fed up already . i don't wan it anymore . I just wan to lave everything behind right now  . This suck likes shit . I hate you . i really hate you . I cried , for no reason .

4 march

Today seriously suck like nothing . I can't even smile , i just dont know what's up to me . I can't read myself , I've no moody to entertain anyone, Just wants to stay alone and keep myself shut . Anyway i took lyself a picture today , just feeling like putting on make up and take a few picture . but pictures seems like showing out ugly . Failed :( I'll upload one that i think is the best of all pictures . Shhhhh .

3 april

You don't like me right ? ...... I don't feel like blogging anymore , makes no sense .